I kind of thought I was through having drama on 2ww but, I was wrong.
I tested on Wednesday, and Thursday last week. All negative.
I had a big argument with my husband about whether we should do another round, slept in the spare room and considered going away for a couple of days.
Another BFN on Friday. I was 8dp5dt so, when the test was negative, I decided I was done. Apart from anything else, I felt really period-y and ill, and was having bad cramps. And I'd never had a pregnancy, whether it turned out ok or not, that hadn't shown up by that point.
I stopped meds halfway through the day, drank wine and cried. I made up with my husband and, we agreed if it was something I really had to do, we'd have another go in January.
Then I started being sick in the early evening, and was up half the night with diarrhea and vomiting.
Saturday morning, I had one last test. I thought I might as well use it and... very faint positive. Which my husband saw.
So I started taking all my meds again.
The stomach bug lasted 24 hours, and my husband got it too.
Frustratingly, I seem to be able to spot lines on the two tests we've done today when my husband can't. He didn't see this morning's one at all. I've waved tonight's one in his face as I'm typing this and he can see it this time, but couldn't a few minutes ago.
I don't have any symptoms, but I don't know how much that has to do with the stomach bug. If it's fucked things up, or my half day of abandoning the cycle has, or whether I would have just have ejected much of the meds from my body fairly quickly anyway.
I don't know if I'm having an actual pregnancy, a chemical one, or if this is going to be the start of getting 48 hour blood tests, or what. Or if I am hallucinating pink lines on pee sticks, or if my husband needs his eyes tested.
Blood test tomorrow.